Holding onto the stains, the oil in my sheets, a sign that you were there, oh how I love you, loved you, and will always see myself in you

O precious child, 

Oh God of mine, 

I lay my head next to his 
And the scent of love divine
Encompasses me 
This beckoning dream 
Of soaring on clouds 
And sweet melodies 

Oh lover, 

Oh holy idol, 

I swear that I’ve worshipped you in every life.

04/13/2026

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