Category: The Journal
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Equestrian B*tch- lessons from the barrel races for 2026: year of the fire horse

How I’m embracing the year of the fire horse as the year of the feral and faithful. I’m starting this off with two of my formative stories surrounding The Chinese Zodiac. The first one takes place in my first grade classroom. The boy I had a crush on and one of my friends were both…
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i went to the tea shop

I went to that tea shop today, the one I’ve been wanting to visit. The man at the counter was really friendly, but they didn’t have the drink I had spent the last 20 minutes planning to order. Yelp didn’t tell me they were out of hibiscus today. I ask about the substitute, but I don’t…
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Spiral Staircases and Capturing Dissociation

{Gallery Exploration}: Scala Elicoidale Momo (2024) An inspired discussion
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august 27th

It’s the end of August and I am ripe. Every single night has been sweat soaked, and every single sunrise has been golden I’m ripe and overdone 27 days in but this 31 day harvest feels like it’s just begun Yesterday I held a woman who lost her husband And today I read that I…
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Dirt Dance

And when I return to the soil—to dance barefoot in the sun, to play in the trees, to feel the wind tangle my hair—my nervous system exhales. My immune system strengthens. My soul remembers.
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A Day Immersed in Sacred Sound

“Divine sound is the cause of all manifestation. The knower of the mystery of sound knows the mystery of the whole universe.” – Hazrat Inaya Khan Yesterday Summer and l spent the entire day on a journey through the resonances of sacred sound- a full immersion into melody, vibration, story, and the unseen forces that…
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My Year of Illusion and Dissolution- a reflection of 2024
Everything dissolved before me. The foundations of my soul were rocked harder than they had been before. What I saw as solved equations were just theories, attempts at order and law.. in the lawless landscape of what we call the mind. I affix myself to anchors of familiarity and comfort, and then I sever the…



